# 52
Robert Wolter to Brian
Mar 29, 2009
hey.
that’s funny you saw that picture of me. i forgot that they had it up there. it was when i was really sick and dr. holsclaw had me on the Bi-Pap machine. i was so bored in there that i had my friend bring me in a helmet and sunglasses to make me feel like a pilot. everyone got a big kick out of it and i felt kind of cool in the process. i bet they have in my chart somewhere, “a bit odd”. i really like giovanna. she has helped me a lot. i think i call in a lot for things. i wonder if people call in as much as i do. that would be insane. her and marianne and dr. H are super-people.
times have been tough recently. _____ and i are going through some stuff and i might move out of our house for a while and in with devin actually. i’m all crazed out about the whole situation. i could write a whole book about it. “blood on the tracks” and “after the goldrush” are the soundtracks for my life right now.
i am slowly reading “seth speaks”. i think it’s taking me longer than normal because i have to re-read a lot of confusing sentences. but it has helped in little ways with meditation and looking at the functionality of my body.
ok talk to u soon,
b.