# 33
Robert Wolter to Brian
Feb 11, 2009
Hmm i will have to check out that book, sounds right up my alley right now. I’ve got a lot on my list to read. it’s an endless list, really.
i’ve been doing relatively well. right now i pulled these muscles in my chest from coughing that hurts like crazy, but it happens all the time to me so i’m kind of used to it. in “many lives, many masters”, it talks a little bit about how people who suffer physical pain and hardships in this life are atoning for mistakes in past lives, or learning through these hardships lessons they need to progress in the next world. i think about that a lot when it seems like i just can’t handle having CF because of all the bullshit. I feel as though making up for past lives somewhat gives meaning to it. at least if i’ve done something in a past life to deserve this or if there are larger lessons to be learned there’s a platform for me to explore the bigger meanings.
sorry to go off like that, sometimes my mind just wanders. in a nutshell i guess my own experience is making my life pretty full.
a’ight talk to you later.
b.